Lyrics Faults and Sins - Jayrad

What's it take to win? Please accept my flaws and sins
Got this mental pain that I have been dealing with
I can't take this shit, I really pray for it to end
Wake up in the morning, God forgive me for my sins
What's it take to win? Please accept my flaws and sins
Got this mental pain that you know I'm dealing with
What's it take to win

Here we go again
It's time to pick the pieces of my broken heart up off the floor again
I'm drinking more again
Got my heart fucked up, my mind fucked up and I don't even wanna live
Yeah, how dumb is that?
Man, cant believe i let myself go get attached
Knew what it was off the rip and that's a fact
Opened up my heart and now it's got a crack
There ain't no feeling that
Flaws and sins in my mind
Fucked up thoughts all the time
Don't know how to feel
I feel that I might die if I don't get some help

What's it take to win? Please accept my flaws and sins
Got this mental pain that I have been dealing with
What's it take to win
What's it take to win? Please accept my flaws and sins
Got this mental pain that I have been dealing with
What's it take to win

Yeah, my heart is filled up with all this pain again
Really miss you, yeah I hope that we can figure out our shit again
Heart fucked up, my mind fucked up, this shit I'm dealing with
I can't escape my fucking thoughts and i might fucking spin out of control
Yeah, I'm losing it
My mind is a numb pit
Heart fucking cold, anartic
Don't know how to feel, bout none of this

I want you and I'm sorry for what I put you through
I didn't mean it,
Heart fucked up
Past experiences,
Now I'm missing you
And I can't stand it

Yeah, but it's all my fault
Pushed you away but now I'm wishing you would call
I can't believe myself, how'd I let you get this far
Yeah, I need your help and I need you by my side
Ain't no replacing you, yeah, you be one of one
And I swear to God, I don't want another one
Just another pill, cause my heart is fucked up
Just another pill, cause my heart is fucked up

What's it take to win? Please accept my flaws and sins
Got this mental pain that you know I'm dealing with
I can't take this shit, I really pray for it to end
Waking up, I pray to God to forgive my sins
What's it take to win? Please accept my flaws and sins
Got this mental pain that you know I'm dealing with
I can't take this shit, I really pray for it to end
Waking up, I pray to God to forgive my sins

I miss you and I'm sorry for what I put you through
I didn't mean it,
Heart fucked up
Past experiences,
Now I'm missing you
And I can't stand it