Lyrics Painful Bliss - JayteKz

Hey dear Father
I need you now more than ever
I need your strength so I won't break down from all this pressure
I promise you I'm doing my best
I'm giving all my effort
I wanna' make my people proud
I wanna' bring them pleasure
But sometimes pleasure breeds greed
Who's here for the moment and who loves me for me
Yo I don't know
And that's the part that makes me paranoid
I'll open up my heart to only watch it get destroyed
I hope you understand my worries Lord
'Cause when it rains it pours and you're my only safety source
I bow my head towards the ground at night
I pray you keep me safe and guide me with eternal light
And I ain't tryna' sound religious
But what I found within my God has truly been a privilege
With faith in you I know I'll always prosper
I know your love is by my side for that I'll never falter

Make my Family proud and pay them back for everything
I won't let them down and pay no mind to those who envy me
Jealousy is real
I can feel it in their chemistry
See it in their eyes and I can feel it through their energy
Friends turn to enemies and memories are left
And all that we hold onto are the promises we've kept
Till' the end
I'll never fold
I'll never bend
Even if they hate my guts
My love I'll always send

I'll always send my love 'cause loves the key to happiness
Light the spark in someone's heart and guide them while their path is lit
Understand with empathy that love resides where sadness is
Rain resides madness is and pain resides where passion is
Make the most of what you got and make a toast for what you've earned
Treat your people equally you never know when tables turn
You could be up today and rock bottom hits tomorrow
See we don't own these precious moments they're for us to borrow
'Cause life will take its course and hit you when you least expect it
So we must reinforce our faith and count up all our blessings
And when you're stressin' know that everything will shortly mend
Just bow your head down and pray to the lord within

And I don't mean to sound religious
But what I found within my God has truly been a privilege
Amongst his power there's no limits
His spirit is engraved in every word which I have written
And I don't mean to sound religious
But what I found within my God has truly been a privilage
Amongst his power there's no limits
His spirit is engraved in every word which I have written