Lyrics Note To Self - Jid Durano

Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah

If I die I just wanna let you know
I′m not as bad as what you think hope that you know
I'm having trouble sleeping thinking how I′ll go
I'm overthinking 'bout some shit I can′t keep on
I′ve been really thinking hard about it
Might go Cobain, I'm doubting
But if I die I just wanna let you know
I′m overthinking 'bout some shit I can′t keep on

Ey fuck it ey fuck it ey fuck it don't know what to do
No doubt if I don′t have the music I might gonna loose
Myself and these problems tearing me apart going blue
And if I go lose I might end up regretting i do
I'm tryna erase the negativity never did
Exhaust my energy with things that don't matter I did
Really wish I can travel back to time like a kid
′Cause really ma I ain′t kidding

But if I die I just wanna let you know
I'm not as bad as what you think hope that you know
I′m having trouble sleeping thinking how I'll go
I′m overthinking 'bout some shit I can′t keep on
I've been really thinking hard about it
Might go Cobain I'm doubting
But if I die I just wanna let you know
I′m overthinking ′bout some shit I can't keep on

Ey
Late night I′ve been writing tryna ease my mind yeah
Whenever I make my rhymes sometimes I just go cry yeah
Wanna pour it out no matter what they fucking say yeah
If I touch their hearts that is what really matters yeah yeah
No doubt it but I'm feeling nada yeah
Really i′m shattered yeah
I need somebody yeah
Mom ain't replying yeah
Granny in heaven yeah
I need somebody yeah
Really need somebody
Yeah
I need more confidence
I gotta do it no confidant
The place where I′m at got no ambiance
Really need to get to my consciousness
I really need to get to my consciousness
My body tired but now confident
I'm getting it done but no obligant
Cause this what I love really focusing

But if I die I just wanna let you know
I'm not as bad as what you think hope that you know
I′m having trouble sleeping thinking how I′ll go
I'm overthinking ′bout some shit I can't keep on
I′ve been really thinking hard about it
Might go Cobain, I'm doubting
But if I die I just wanna let you know
I′ve been alone I put my heart into this song

Hmmm
Yeah yeah
Yeah
But if I die?
If I die?
What if I die?