Lyrics Power To Forgive - Jike Junyi

I blame you for this bitter pain
This fever running through my veins
The faces in the pouring rain
I'm not insane I'm not insane
I blame you for the cigarettes
The hollow voices in my head
The absinthe running through my brain
I'm not insane I'm not insane
Extreme denial in reverse
Caused only pain
And made me worse
Now for as long as I may live
I'll try to gain the power to forgive
All fatal memories
Are tortured out of me
Feels like a mortal combat
Don't want no anxious dreams
Don't need no enemies
I don't want you to come back
I blame you for insomnia
My endless claustrophobia
The tapestry that yells my name
I'm not insane I'm not insane
I blame you for Jack daniels
And waking up in cheap motels
Your letters became paper planes
I'm not insane I'm not insane
Extreme denial in reverse
Caused only pain
And made me worse
Now for as long as I may live
I'll try to gain the power to forgive
All fatal memories
Are tortured out of me
Feels like a mortal combat
Don't want no anxious dreams
Don't need no enemies
I don't want you to come back
All I want is the power to forgive
All I want is the power to forgive
All I want is the power to forgive
All I want is the power to forgive