Lyrics Help Me - Jnixx

Yeah this a cry for help, and that's the truth
All I've got left are these pills and some bars I left for the booth
All I've got left are these dreams that were broken back in my youth
I've been bustin' out the seams to find things I've been meant to do
But it only matters what you think, suicide I'm on the brink
Take all of my feelings ball it up and throw it in the sink
I look for another drink
Talk to me my body shrink
I been told I got a chance so I take with a pad and ink
You ain't fuck with me? It's nothing new
I been hurt a million trillion times still acting like I'm cool
I ain't got no motivation skipping practice skipping school
I'm so sick and done with all the kids that thinking I'm a tool
And my girl ain't texting back yeah she don't love me the same
I know that if I gain some fans she'd just love me for the fame
She ain't fucking with my vision that's the biggest of shames
I got so much shit that's going on and can't handle the pain

Help Me
Help Me
Help Me
Help Me

Depressions on me stress is on me crippled by anxiety
I try to be the best but the best it just don't seem meant for me
The ones I love the most are the same ones that love to cut so deep
I'm tryna be the one that the kids look to and they wanna be
You tryna make me kill myself I only need to feel myself
You wanna put me through this hell and only care about yourself
Stuck in this position where I don't know what to do
I'm just crying in the stu while my girl fucking with the crew
And I'm scared about my future cause it's not looking great
A single digit ACT just doesn't have a good fate
The people showing me love are lowkey throwing me hate
Yeah I'm a skinny motherfucker with a lot on my plate
I got death on my mind, I'm really fucking behind
I never stay off my grind, but it might wear off with time
You bitches always inclined to say my stars won't align
It's never how I've designed and then I'm always confined
To the thoughts that make me terrified the ones that keep me up at night
You know my bullshits out of spite I'll never back down from a fight
My demons such a scary sight they help me find the words to write
And if you ask me how I'm doing I'll just say I'm doing fine

Help Me
Help Me
Help Me
Help Me