Lyrics Substance Abuse - Jo'sef

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I wanted something that's stable
You paid me under the table
He put in no hands, no feet, like he fucking disabled
Knew that you had a man, but you made me feel like I saved you
Had me twisted off safety
You were the captain, I'm just an old navy
What's the point
You ain't going to shelf me and turn generic
Without his written permission, no clearance
Just a sunken ship that I'm stuck in
Couldn't walk with you out in public
Talking bout you embarrassed, but I'm the subject
And him just following crumbs would lead to his upset
I tried to stomach the pill, but it came back up neck
It hurts my soul when I think about you, who's up next
Know it ain't cool, I'm sorry I had to leave you that dumb text
I ain't here for your judgement
We all got problems, but I ain't hear from you, fuck it
Don't misconstrue it
You was my pinkett till Al seen her
I stepped aside
We used to kick it, three ninjas movie
I'm the dum dum
For rubbing your tum tum, like he made you sick
Some of us come from a broken home and it sticks
Standards confused with entitled, you basic bitch
I let you convince me
But even worse, cause I went with it
It's better to leave then to stay unhappy
Despite the years you invested, can't let it trap me
We try to make it bout kids, but the kids unhappy
If not for yourself, then do it for them
But make it snappy
Yeah
If not for yourself
Whoa
Try to make it bout kids, but the kids unhappy
If not for yourself, then do it for them
Uh
Yeah

You said you were leaving
You said you were leaving, oh
You said you were leaving
You said you were leaving, him
You said you were leaving
You said you were leaving, oh
You said you were leaving
You said you were leaving, him
It hurts my soul when I
Standards confused with
Know it ain't cool, I'm sorry I had to leave you that dumb text