Lyrics Still Wondering - Jocelyn Alice

Hope is heavy
A hundred bricks lean on my chest
It's hard to breathe

No rest no sleep
A hundred reasons why you left
No sense to me

Even though I let go
And I don't call
I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

Do you think about me
When it gets hard?
I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

If you had to count
All of the times you thought of me
Would it take heartache?
And if I could I'd change
But you were that one that wanted this
Yeah you, not me

Even though I let go
And I don't call
I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

Do you think about me
When it gets hard?
I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

Through the years I've cried the tears I knew I needed to
I let go of all the hurt when I let go of you
I don't want to see you
I just want to know the truth
I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

Hope is heavy
A hundred bricks lean on my chest
It's hard to breathe

Even though I let go
And I don't call (And I don't call)
I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

Do you think about me
When it gets hard?
I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

(I'm still wondering yeah yeah yeah)

I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

I'm still wondering if you're out there at all

I'm still wondering if you're out there at all