Lyrics ABOVE IT (feat. T. Paulo) - John,mc

I walk around
With suicide in my pocket
We all gotta die someday
I wonder who got me
I think i lost it
I ain't gonna be okay
I walk around
With suicide in my pocket
We all gotta die someday
I wonder who got me
I think i fucking lost it
I ain't gonna be okay

Feel it in my chest
Slowly taking over me
Not a disease
Maybe just lack of some fucking closure, see
These words are thought with potency
So no ones getting close to me
I'm off the shit
You lost the shit
Relationships like Auschwitz
Your love is like a drug girl
And i don't wanna' drop it
I'm lost bitch
So stop this
And let me out this mosh-pit
Cuz i don't know how long
That I can fucking block this
(You got the profits
What you wanting kid
I got your fix)
Half a bar a day
Will keep you numb and keep you under
The crutches that we use
To keep us hidden from the thunder
I wonder what the storm would look like
From right above it
Right above it
Right above it
(Right above it)

I walk around
With suicide in my pocket
We all gotta die someday
I wonder who got me
I think i lost it
I ain't gonna be okay
I walk around
With suicide in my pocket
We all gotta die someday
I wonder who got me
I think i fucking lost it
I ain't gonna be okay

Tried to play the game
Where my bars are my health
The final boss a mirror match
Just so nobody can help
I Swear them demons tryna' catch me
Still i move with the stealth
I get in skirmishes with y'all
And go to war with myself

Still i seen plenty of lessons That showed em
You reap what you sowing
I came from the bottom
I go where they holding
I know when they lying
I've fried their bologna
Really I'm tired
And there lies the irony
Cuz i ain't stopping or breaking or slowing
And feel me I'm trying
To find it inside of me
Philosophizing while on psilocybin
Can open your eyes

I walk around
With suicide in my pocket
We all gotta die someday
I wonder who got me
I think i lost it
I ain't gonna be okay