Lyrics I Won't Fade - Jonas

I've been working so hard
I need time to myself
Tryna fight for my ambitions and take care of myself
But i feel myself just losing my ways
Slowly pulling away
Losing all that i've gained
But it's ok because i know i won't fade
No i know i won't fade
None of this is in vain

Navigating through the seas of patience
Aging
19 tomorrow i'm amazed at what i'm blazing
Stationary writing songs for different destinations
No real estate my real state sends you to different places
Cheap vacations, painting some vivid pictures
I dream of driving germans in london as if i'm hitler
I wanna buy some houses off these distrokid digits
I wanna make a living making beats and writing lyrics
I'm a mamba
And the marathon continues
I do it for the legends that inspired what i'm into
I love this shit and i wanna inspire something in you
I'm gonna eat and bring all of my niggas to the menus
Never stopping too invested in the grind
See i'm gonna change my life cos i'm empowered by my mind
I ain't forcing nothing only moving when it's right
Time's in my favour for another 365

I've been working so hard
I need time to myself
Tryna fight for my ambitions and take care of myself
But i feel myself just losing my ways
Slowly pulling away
Losing all that i've gained
But it's ok because i know i won't fade
No i know i won't fade
None of this is in vain

I'm Understanding what rest is
I need some downtime to recover cos i move restless
I know i'm young but i get less results when i'm reckless do
Putting time aside for reassurance of intentions
It's hard though cos i feel like i'm idle
Growing up i saw being still as suicidal
I was always active cos i made external rivals
But the enemy's inside you and it comes in cycles, i know
I'm constructive but i'm improving my balance
I know just when i need to slow and when i need a challenge
I ain't the best at nothing but i'm me and that's an asset
The truth is hard to swallow so i sip it from a challice
And i manifest i'm living true and honest
I'm vulnerable emotional cos i'm an artist
I overreact sometimes i ain't the calmest
But i wear it like a necklace to the coffin

I've been working so hard
I need time to myself
Tryna fight for my ambitions and take care of myself
But i feel myself just losing my ways
Slowly pulling away
Losing all that i've gained
But it's ok because i know i won't fade
No i know i won't fade
None of this is in vain