Lyrics Worth It - Jonny Craig

Where in your mind
Did you, did you
Where in your mind
Did you decide?
Yo we get it girl you ain't happy
Get it girl that you hate me
We all know that's its saddening though
Trying to saved me
Know that ima lost cause
Can't seem to catch my thoughts
So I write these letters down, they in poem form
Really I feel that's a lost art
I got a list of problems and I hit rock bottom
A couple times it's daunting
All this baggage I brought in, I'm a zombie, so haunting
Gotta get my flow right
We could of been so right
But there I go, went and fucked that up
Now there's really no chance now at our old life
I sold my soul for a life on the road
And a couple of sold out shows
The heart I had it froze
Fire in me turned cold
Vices here I indulged
No control so I fold, but
At first you liked the fame
Spotlight and all the lights on the stage
Up here I seem perfect
It's not worth it, I'm worthless
Did you really think that I was worth it?
Did you really think that he was worth it?
Where, When did you decide, to play it in your mind?
Did you really think that I was perfect?
Did you really that he was perfect?
Where in your mind, did you decide?
Ugh, now I hear that you happy
I still hear that you hate me
Got a new guy as of lately
Late night you text me
I doubt he'd appreciate that
Need to go and re debate that
Whenever them thoughts take hold
I let you down you need to let me go
This life I chose don't consist of gold
I come across a little cynical
Whenever it rains it pours
And it feels like I'm always trapped in a storm
Fate go and take its course
Hopes they have no pulse
Nothing is what it seems
I put all our dreams on this guillotine
If this cloud has a silver lining
Ima try to find it
Used to be just rhyming
Thoughts of me just shining
Spotlight it turns blinding
Guess its all just timing
Losing everything I love for a shot to make it that's just my luck
Up there it's so perfect
Now I know it ain't worth it
Did you really think that I was worth it?
Did you really think that he was worth it?
Where, When did you decide, to play it in your mind?
Did you really think that I was perfect?
Did you really that he was perfect?
Where in your mind, did you decide?
We all know
We all know how it's going to end
How it's going to end
We all know
We all know
How it's going to end, how it's going to end