Lyrics WAKE ME UP!!! - Jose A

Wake me up
Before I am gone, gone, gone, on
Please wake me up
Fore I am gone, on
I'm still a mess as I once was
Don't think I'll ever get up
I don't mind being this stuck
Into the void, it's just tough luck
That I've been handed to for years on end
Why need friends
My shrink is here for me until I'm dead
In my bed, reminiscing on the old days
When depression didn't kick me down and punch me in the face
For living a life, that didn't keep me down
That was 2012 me, now it's a different sound
Where I got around the town
Trying to find my purpose
Always look back at my past choices
And saying "was it worth it"
I don't think so
Loco inside my mental
Punch myself in the temple
Wishing life was as simple
As
Waking up
But I've
Given up
Trying to find my
Happy Love
All of them have been
Stuck up
Can I just for once
Please just shut up
I messed up
So I guess it's
Back to us

I told myself to bring it back to the basics
Now my room, when I produce, is basically my basement
Where I create new tracks and flow
Hate the sunlight tho
Barely go out anymore
Wake up and I make some more
Imma fiene
Let me sleep
Stayed up til 3am
Waiting on somebody
But didn't get no text of reply
Imma go to sleep tonight
Wake up in the morning to the same lonely vibe
Get the crust up out my eyes
And continue to work
My name is still inside the dirt
I talk to her and proceed with the flirt
But won't go anywhere, imma stay here all hurt
All alone
But I don't wanna blow up her phone
So I'll turn it off and turn on the PC
On my Lowkey, making music for nobody
But myself
Heard that the music can make some wealth
Don't wear no Gucci Belt
I gotta keep a check on my mental health

Where are my old friends, I really need them
They don't hit me up anymore, what is the reason
I'm confused of what I've done wrong
Play this back, this is my song
Jazz Rapper making better bumps
I've been trying
I really do hate all of the lying
That you've been spewing out ya mouth, girl don't start crying
Over things you wanted to argue about
Look at the amount
Of times you wanted to cut me out ya life
But despite
You want me back
In ya life, but it kills me slow
Every time you mention them, it burns my soul
You still in connects with them? Whatever tho
You do you, I do me, going back to my lonely Lowkey flow
That I am always gonna be on for the rest of my life
Wake me up, don't wanna sleep throughout the midnight
Wake me up, I wanna see how the time flys
Don't wake me up, in my bed is where I wanna die