Lyrics XSTNL Frequencies - Jacques Miché , Joshua Luke Smith

Where I′ve been hurt
Is where I've found worth
You never left me
At my worst
Everything is falling all around me
You stood your ground and fought until you found me
(Yeah)

I′ve been talking to God
But I ain't heard nothing recently
That's my lack of listening
Not her attempt to speak to me
Falling down so easily
So quick to lose my decency
How many times you vouch for me
You must be losing peace for me
Used to live so peacefully
But these existential frequencies
Questioning what′s real to me
Now nothing is clear to me
My future and my history
Is wrapped around a mystery
I pray that I can be myself
Something I still fear to be

Long nights, no sleep
All fights, no peace
Low tides, no reach
Tryna get my mind right
Heart aches
Heartbreaks
Red eyes, dark days
Cold rain on window panes
Blot em out with no light
Take me, break me
Pray that you don′t waste me
Say my name and wake me
Longing for those new heights
I've been lately
Losing my faith daily
I just pray that you can face me

Where I′ve been hurt
Is where I've found worth
You never left me
At my worst
Everything is falling all around me (Yeah)
You stood your ground and fought until you found me

I keep learning the same lessons
Hit by hidden weapons
One day I live with reverence
The next I′m living reckless
Got Saint Francis on my necklace
To remind me of my blessings
You told me treasure poverty
It gets you close to heaven
I ain't even rich yet
I′m in debt
With missed bills
I buy things
That's missteps
I live beyond my means
Chasing after all these dreams
You gotta leave the boat
Before you see the water freeze

Down on my knees
Fight till I'm weak
Sink down so deep
Never find the end of you
I′ve been lonely
No one knows me
What you told me
Pulls me out of hell to you
Took me ages
Just to face this
You ain′t changing
Though I'm rebelling you
You keep saying
Nothing′s wasted
When I face you
I feel that hope
Forever true

Where I've been hurt
Is where I′ve found worth
You never left me
At my worst
Everything is falling all around me
You stood your ground and fought until you found me
(Yeah)

You never ever left me (Oh)
You never ever left me (Oh)
You never ever left me (Oh)
You never ever left me
You never ever left me
You never ever left me (Oh)
You never ever left me
(You never left me)