Lyrics Perfect - Jrumma

In a room full of rappers I feel like an elephant
Lately I've been out of my element, feel a need to be relevant
As for my name, they should know by now
Why the fuck am I telling them?
I admit it. I got cocky
Zero to One Hundred when the road got rocky
A bump in the road aint enough to stop me
But a couple of blows below the belt done almost got me
I almost had a problem with the cocaine
I looked myself in the mirror and said "Okay"
"I did not become Jrumma to be the life of the party"
"I started this to make a difference not be part of the problem"
I hope my fans know that they have saved my life
They give me strength when I'm afraid to fight
With those heartfelt messages late at night
So I'm back on track, and they stay in sight
They say I got a smile that could light up a room
Well if you think that's bright then you should see my future
I stand stall whenever I cut off all of the snakes
Trying to get inside of my head like Medusa
Everybody talks a lot but I'ma really do something
I refuse to ever be abused by my own doing
I've been through shit but I'm not a victim
Pain is self inflicted

I'm not perfect
I'm not perfect
I'm not perfect
I'm not perfect

Look, my name in vain is not sacrilegious
I'm not ashamed of my past decisions
I hate when they say that I'm acting different
'Cause I've changed in ways since one tragic instance
Apologize if I act so distant
I hope you know there's no bad intentions
Before rap I was in a sad position
When I make it, please don't be mad I did it
A couple of rappers told me I'm their biggest competition
I don't think they're keeping score, like "Have you peeped the board?"
I'll run this shit 'til my feet get sore
Y'all strive for fame but I'm seeking more
If I call off work, they'll tell me "leave the store"
"And not come back" maybe I should be on tour
So many setbacks, I just want to see the world
And give these people a show like they've never seen before
Until then I'ma show them why I'm up next
You don't got to pay my debts, just pay me respect
I feel like I'm destined to be the best
Ever since Drake killed X (Rest in peace)
Rest in peace with Peep, Mac, and Chester
Nipsey's hustle taught me some lessons
That life's a blessing, if I die tomorrow make me a martyr 'cause I know

I'm not perfect
I'm not perfect
I'm not perfect
I'm not perfect