Lyrics Secrets, Part 2 - Json , J.R.

Helplessness is such a sad feeling/
One flesh I feel what my other half's feeling/
A second victim but listen/
I feel like Im the man on the side/
Not the man on her side its a difference/
Know what its like?/
To look the love of your life inside of her face and all you seeing is hopelessness/
Wanna kiss her, touch her, hug her, but the/
Most intimate moments just remind her of brokenness/
I feel so pushed away, wait that sounds so silly/
So I take my feeling and bury them it aint about me really/
But its about me really face it/
When the pains so deep Im starting to think I can taste it/
Hurts the more Im concealing it/
Hearing these christian slogans nobody knows what Im dealing with/
Are they hearing this/
Look if you just peep my eyes/
You'll see a secret deep inside I cant hide/

That's the other part of me/
No she is not a victim alone/
I wish I could erase her tears/
But I need someone to dry my own/
I know this aint about me/
Wont make this thing about me but please I hope your hearing me/
Its been deep in my heart/
I live life in the dark/
Its taring me apart/ (Repeat x4)

Real talk Im feeling like I could murk dude/
Hurt her then I hurt you/
Lord forgive me I dont know what's getting into me/
Mentally its the enemy/ ahh
So many questions I can ask/
You cant defend the present from the past/
Seems like nobody understands/
I cant protect her Im feeling less than a man/
Stressed as I am theres no way to console her/
So much distance between us will we be any closer/
I just want what we had Lord will we get any closure/
I wanna stand behind her but so much weight on my shoulders/
Wait, who am I to really think that I make her complete/
When theres a savior who has promised to offer her piece/
Jehovah Raffa life couldnt be any realer/
So I intercede that by your grace you would come and heal her and me/