Lyrics End of My Rainbow - Jude

I wrote this song to keep from killing myself
It was all I had left when they said "we've found someone else"
I know it's not cool to reveal I almost died
But I'm tired and I know you never like me when I lie

If this is the end of my rainbow I need to know
I wanna be free from every chain
If I'm gonna die before I find my pot of gold
Why am I standing in the rain

I've been around the world I've seen some ugly things
I recall words of wisdom dangling from their puppet strings
If sun comes round the way they say it does in songs
I was wrong I've been waiting for the punch line way too long

If this is the end of my rainbow I need to know
I wanna be free from every chain
If I'm gonna die before I find my pot of gold
Then why am I standing in the rain

All that I need is a
River running over me
I want to be beautiful again
And in time I will shine
Underwater I will be divine
Come on keep on raining
Keep on raining

If this is the end of my rainbow, I need to know