Lyrics I Don't Understand - Judy Bailey

The last time I saw you here
Was the longest day of the year
Hot summer day, you left the room
Flown away, gone too soon

Still can't believe it
Still hard to think
That this was all really happening
If only
If only I
The heartbreak and the desperation got me asking why

These things I know are out of my hands
These things I don't understand

Losing you is so hard to take
Sometimes I'm numb
Sometimes I ache
I keep playing you over in my head
And how I wish I could see you again

Cause there's this hole that only you can fill
I miss you and I always will
Cause now my world is forever changed
And life will never ever, ever, ever be the same

These things I know are out of my hands
These things I don't understand

These things I know are out of my hands
These things that I don't understand

I don't understand

Letting go is hard
It's gonna take some time for me to heal, to move on
I'll be up and down and strong and weak and I'll need someone to lean on
I'm gonna need faith
Gonna need hope
Gonna need love to carry me
To carry me, carry me on

These things I have to leave in God's hands
These things that I don't understand

These things I've got to leave in God's hands
These things that I don't understand
I don't understand
I don't understand

I don't understand