Lyrics I Aint Never Loved Ya - Junior Flores

Ha I wish
Dear, jesus
Date is January 15
6:33 P.M
Yeah
I ain't never loved ya
Yeah
I can't say i trust ya
Yeah
Everyone is fucked up
Yeah, uh
I think you kinda fucked us

Ever since I was small man they always taught ya
Love God praise God or you gon get tossed to
The fuckin' depths to some flames oh my God what?
Who the fuck where the fuck was that even thought of
Then one day i came home to my momma
We was eating dinner probably some enchiladas
Then i told her in god i don't really trust much
Her reaction pretty much was just...

Pretty much, I'm going to hell
That's kinda what she told me

Yeah
After that day I don't really think I thought much
But every time I could feel the pain that i caused her
I never knew anybody that strayed too far from
Loving God like my grandmama probably taught em
And i ain't say why i started asking questions bout the mighty one
Cuz then she might start questioning who I've become
And i know damn well i wasn't ready for that conversation

I said was, but, i really mean I am
Cuz uh, well i still ain't had the chance
To, tell her, about this circumstance
Um

Yeah, I ain't really gotten around to all that yet

Yeahhhhhh
But the church got me fucked up before I knew that part
I ain't have to know who i was deep inside to change my heart
So every time they prayyy i don't know what to say
I hope that it's okayy before i run away
To a world where the holy book don't mean a thing