Lyrics Rules - Just Fern

There′s something wrong with me
There's got to be a reason
All my chips are down
And when I see defeat
I blame my luck on seasons
Sink my head & drown
Another day another empty promise
People talk to me but do they wanna
I save my kisses for you
Hide behind the door
And then I make a move
I feel so isolated
Doesn′t mean I hate it
I just mean its cruel
Whispers in the suburbs from the neighbors
They will hide our voices and our labor
With all their rules

I cry in corners
Hoping that someone will find me
But they never do
And if they did I don't know
What i'd even say
I′d probably play it cool
I survived the sinking and the suction
How will i survive my own destruction
With all their rules