Lyrics Note If I Die - Justin Stone

Yeah, this my note if I die
Think I tried to write this song three hundred seventy times
I could never say this, but I think I think
For the reason that's much bigger than me, yeah
I know that you be down in the press
Old life in a mess
Wanna die, fear of life
Yes sir, I feel that shit
Yes sir, I feel that way
Don't know why life is great
I got it all, least they say, got it all, least they say
But they don't see my problems trapped in the mirror
Scary, but for some reason feelin' like my end is near
My past keeps gettin' blurry, but it's all come to clear
The things that I tell you go right in and then right out of your ears
Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around is anybody else here?
Look around is anybody else here?
Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around is anybody else here?
Look around is anybody else here?
(Is anybody else here?)
(Is anybody else here?)
Pray to God some more, got me thinkin' less
Religion in my blood, check my DNA
I make love long before I say, "I do"
Family tell me, "Yeah they right"
Been like this ain't nothing new
What I do is what I do
Tryna become happy by the time I'm twenty-two
You can hate my actions but admire how I do
I'ma-I'ma keep it blunt, always keep it real with you
The things inside my head be depression and doubt
Kinda funny how I mask my depression with clout
Self-esteem in the dirt, check my follower count
I'll be empty by the end of the night, by the end of the night
Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around is anybody else here?
Look around is anybody else here?
Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around is anybody else here?
Look around is anybody else here?