Lyrics Note If I Die - Justin Stone

Grab that pen and let me in this my note if I die
I know I made you cry last year when I was on the road
Tell my family that I'm coming just in case that I die
You can always hit my phone
213-267-9932

Yeah, this my note if I die
Think I tried to write this song 370 times
I could never say this but I think I fear
For a reason that's so much bigger than me, yeah
I know you be down and depressed
Oh, life and a mess
Wanna die, fear of life
Yes sir, I feel that shit
Yes sir, I feel that way
Don't know why, life is great
I got it all, least they say
Got it all, least they say
But they don't see my problems trapped in the mirror
Scary but for some reason feel my ending is near
My past keep getting blurry but it's all coming clear
The things I tell you go right in and then right out of your ears

Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around, is anybody else here?
Look around, is anybody else here?
Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around, is anybody else here?
Look around, is anybody else here?

Grab that pen and let me in this my note if I die
I know I made you cry last year when I was on the road
Tell my family that I'm coming just in case that I die
You can always hit my phone
213-267-9932

Yeah, pray to God some more, got me thinking less
Religion in my blood, check my DNA
I make love long before I say I do
Family tell me it ain't right
Been like this ain't nothing new
What I do is what I do
Tryna become happy by the time I'm 22
You can hate my actions but admire how I do
I'ma-I'ma keep it blunt
Always keep it real with you
The things inside my head be depression and doubt
Kinda funny how I mask my depression with clout
Self-esteem in the dirt, check my follower count
I'll be empty by the end of the night
By the end of the night

Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around, is anybody else here?
Look around, is anybody else here?
Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around, is anybody else here?
Look around, is anybody else here?

I know I made you cry last year when I was on the road
I meant it when I said it, you can always hit my phone
213-267-9932