Lyrics La La - K.A.A.N.

Yeah. Uh-huh. Lawd. Yeah
(And uh-huh and uh-huh)
Lawd. Yeah. Aight

This is a tangible product I pray that you could feel
My pain′s become the centerpiece; The part that makes it real
I reminisce what I repress whenever writing records,
I'm feeling depressed when I play it back and then I assess it
I been obssessin over all the causes of my stress and
Lord forgive me for my sins I swear I never learn my lesson
Confessin I′m losin faith and I say yo name in my rhymes
But I'm really just savin face I feel I'm fallin from yo grace
What is my place in this world? I know I′m worthless
The pain that I present to these people; Do I deserve it?
Deserted from destitution
I′m far from mentally stable
They threw me inside of an institution to find the resolution
But I was lost in the cause if you want a couple illusions
Never definin the music
Find it amusin
What do I see as my muse? The beat that I got to abuse
You better believe that I'm telling the truth
They wanted the real,
So that′s what I give and now they
In love with the lyrics I spit, shit

Yeah

I'm hopin for an intervention, lord, make it divine
I need a sign
Lemme know if I′m wasting my time
If people follow me I pray I never lead them blind
I had the right intentions when I
Attempted to free they minds and sooth they soul
I'm giving them something that you could relate to
But I woulda never degrade you
Givin you everything that I have;
My heart and my soul; My pain and my love
I guess that was all the above
But who do I trust? And when can I turn?
And when does it end? I′m really concerned, Lawd
Will I survive? Is the question I'm always askin I know you blessed
Me wit talent then cursed me with insecurities currently writing this
In a corner while contemplatin:
Do I even wanna live? On the daily, I been debatin
I had a dream as a child for a while but it was evasive within a
Moment it faded I felt I fell on my face and I really wanna be happy,
Estatic, even elated but I'm just stayin
Sedated terrified I′ll never make it, Lawd