Lyrics Childism - KIAN

I can only hope for the best now
Swear I've been getting up a little less now
Only ever see me with my head down
Hoping that today I won't stand out

Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism

Wake up, eat, school, repeat
Wake up just to fall asleep
No idea what I wanna be
Same shit like every week
So boredom just got bored of me
Being young's been haunting me
Wish that I could wake up
Just to know that it's just all a dream

Suffocating on my thoughts
Wanna stand up but I'm too afraid to fall
Why do you make me feel small?
Can't tell if my friends are my friends at all
I've been feeling kind of lost
Feeling used and double crossed
Nearly every day I try to break away
I'm losing or am I lost?

And I can only hope for the best now
Swear I've been getting up a little less now
Only ever see me with my head down
Hoping that today I won't stand out

Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism

I'm just gonna try and get away
Music takes me to a better place
I turned away to my face
Sick of doing what they say
People be asking me where I go
Right now I don't even know
Lately I've been setting goals
This life ain't all about the road

I've been venting through my music
Invent a solution
Got my chance, I hope I use it
God damn, I hope I do
'Cause now I see life from a different view
It ain't 'bout what they teaching you
I'mma choose which way I go
'Cause I'm sick of always feeling low

I can only hope for the best now
Swear I've been getting up a little less now
Only ever see me with my head down
Hoping that today I won't stand out

Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism

I'm just looking for a way out
Where I'm going's hard to say now
I'm hoping that today I won't stand out

I can only hope for the best now
Swear I've been getting up a little less now
Only ever see me with my head down
Hoping that today I won't stand out

Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism, hey
Childism, childism, childism