Lyrics Wanna Escape (feat. Peter Caine) - Ka-Flame

Even in 1995 ya know I was sitting back writing raps and shit ya know
96' I got more serious about it
Ya know that was when Tupac died
And I remember thinking to myself
Like

Sometimes I wanna just disappear
Because my soul can't take much more of this painful atmosphere
I just wanna go away to some place far away and never look back
So when I get my money right
I'ma kiss this place goodbye
And make my escape away from here

I'm from the block where them gangster's hang
The block where them gangster's bang
You thinking that's gangster shit
We probably don't think the same
My aim to get out the hood I'm talking getting out for good
Them other fools are acting swear them nigga's so Hollywood
I'm thinking you probably should consider the facts
Only promise is death we slept where killers be at
I want them figures to stack cause I just wanna be wealthy
Wasn't spoiled as a child my Grand-momma couldn't help me
Cause see she died for my birth felt a nigga was cursed
A living hell on this earth I done been thru the worst
And for my soul I searched until I finally looked within
Dealing with the hurt I extend it with this pen
They calling it a sin on this trail to dividends
Tell me will it end with the betrayal of my friends
Forever setting trends now they're lookin so pathetic
I wanna retire but I just know that I'll regret it real talk

Sometimes I wanna just disappear
Because my soul can't take much more of this painful atmosphere
I just wanna go away to some place far away and never look back
So when I get my money right
I'ma kiss this place goodbye
And make my escape away from here

I'm numb to it can't remember how it used to feel
Kept it real and my heart is what I used to give
They want us all suicidal but I choose to live
They want us locked down living like a fugitive
No record deal I'm in this hoe producing still
Only way a nigga quit that's if I lose my will
To keep fighting was writing rhymes in 95'
First occupation treat it like a 9 to 5
By 96' I was thinking they can't stop the vibe
But then again that's the same year that Pac had died
I was crushed brung a darkness to my soul
Swear this rap game make it hard to play ya role
Was starting to take a toll I was full of skepticism
Whole industry I feel was built off of nepotism
Hit the studio drop a jewel hoping it pay
All the while trying to smile just to cope thru the day
We too broke to escape

Sometimes I wanna just disappear
Because my soul can't take much more of this painful atmosphere
I just wanna go away to some place far away and never look back
So when I get my money right
I'ma kiss this place goodbye
And make my escape away from here

I just wanna escape from this
Away from the struggle way from this painful atmosphere
I just wanna get away from it all