Lyrics Z - Kai Akili

Way that I deal with my problems I pick up a bottle
I know that we talk a lot
Patient with my insecurities
Know that they killing me
Probably should talk to God
Know that my family who stay with Him
Know that they hearing me
Tell em to break the curse
Save me, I keep on deserting 'em
After I'm hurting 'em
Before I make it worse
See right through me
Like where I'm going, what I'm doing maybe
Deep into me
We ain't speaking, we into it baby
Ain't no reason
Just blame my father, blame the season
Okay gotta change up
But I might roll up only reason that I'm

I'm feeling so amazing
I think I'm going crazy
I prolly got you waiting on me
Waiting on me, baby
I'm bout to find my way back
You need some time then say that
Know you can feel it, you can feel me from wherever you at

I had to find my way out
I had to change the scene
Don't care 'bout what you talking bout
Just had to change for me
(She say you)
Wasting your breath if you don't
Say what you really mean
(So)
Say what's you really mean
(Ay)
Say what you really mean
I had to find my way out
I had to change the scene
Don't care 'bout what you talking bout
Just had to change for me
(She say you)
Wasting your breath if you don't
Say what you really mean
(So)
Say what's you really mean
(Ay)
Say what you really mean

(I been)
Going crazy
I'm just too amazing
I just took a break, oh baby
(I can't)
Wait no longer
Gotta take it home
And make it better, stronger baby
(I been)
On a journey
I can take it farther than its ever been before
Maybe I gotta take it slow
Maybe I

I never liked making a show
No I know that I owe a lot
Know what I probably got
I'm showing up like
I made it late to work
Know I gotta work
Know I gotta wait 'til we make it work
Bring it back and make it better, make it worse
Bring it home and Imma face it, know it hurt
New attire 'nother devil in a skirt
Digging like I got a devil in the dirt
Now I'm here all day
I fly away when I can't face my shit
I can't wait all day that shit not safe
I get away from here, I
I fight my demons
Know I see em when I lose my way
You can't wait on me no longer
See you when we both get stronger
Cause I know you hurting lately
I probably drive you crazy
I know you tired of waiting on me
Waiting on me, baby
I'm 'bout to find my way back
You need some time, you take that
Know you can feel it
You can feel me from
Wherever you at

I had to find my way out
I had to change the scene
Don't care 'bout what you talking bout
Just had to change for me
(She say you)
Wasting your breath if you don't
Say what you really mean
(So)
Say what's you really mean
(Ay)
Say what you really mean
I had to find my way out
I had to change the scene
Don't care 'bout what you talking bout
Just had to change for me
(She say you)
Wasting your breath if you don't
Say what you really mean
(So)
Say what's you really mean
(Ay)
Say what you really mean

Going crazy
I'm just too amazing
I just took a break, oh baby

Wait no longer
Gotta take it home
And make it better, stronger baby

On a journey
I can take it farther than its ever been before
Maybe I gotta take it slow
Maybe I