Lyrics We All Wanna Die (Sometimes) - Kaizër

Got this blessing right here
Niggas never seen through my Mind frame
Putting this hen on ice so it age wit my pain
I ain't desperate for mentions
Granny mortgage and living make six figure expenses
Dollars betrayed my kindred and they ain't meant it meant it
Portray light to my feelings needing several seats like the senate
Waited long for this attention
Encapsulated grief inside my eyes dimensions
Keeping one eye open praying not to look hopeless while existing
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Growing up yeah been round all the shit
Midgey, perky, and counties stretch it more than the downy
Putting down my 360 working for dollars and pennies
Handed Rel the cash
He gave me my first xanny told me "you know I got you we family"
Planning with no understanding missing all my shots I don't take like canon
When he hand me these hundreds back do do do Damage
Cousin did a sentence all them dollars burnt in my vision
Worry for fiscal
Gave this lesson
Told me "you had that money always gotta be ready to lose
Ain't got shit to prove but you know how move"
Oh better get him but I never held another blick till 201 6
Might ask Unc his choppa for rent
Never seen granddaddy lay on E, dick
Just work and repent
Niggas calling for sense
So they ain't call em Jew cause all his money was well spent
So I took that loss on the business
While refuting blood thicker than homie water viscous
Insulting Jew Baby playing victim
Move wit new intention
DJ hit the freeway moving 96 staring at work
To breathe new life for his seed sake
No leeway when the depth of your days
More hollow than bodies in graves
The shawdys a phase
I thought shit sweet gang check my tank like a lotto on stage
Stroll down the phate
Cuzo hit the rink
Him and his boys got jumped out the gate
Straight from the vile niggas touching more seals than package deals
Seen plenty with government aid
But in this section these niggas always ate
And question in adolescence
I was scared to fight and debate but built for the hate
Wasn't moving wit the killing and spinning
Ambitions go amber alert how tall niggas reach ceilings
And still hop in coupes after school felt 1 and million
Fast forward building
DJ touching a quarter mil
Got L and Dan working tandem like Martin and Will
I was jealous
Niggas staring time in the face every time they push the petals
I was working 9 to 8 bet I never settle
But I pulled right up on DJ you know I'm the first to call but I been on last
Fuck a set up 2014 last seen a trap
Nigga ain't wanna hear all
You think I need protection when I got a vision
I know
I know
I know my mission
The goal is to move across seas
Plant enough seeds to turn a new leaf
Move outta ghettos so we don't get did like baby G
Incept fellows that could bare no stress
Get my momma tweaking less
Been knowing vegan since Vivian got switch on the fourth season
Told my nigga You foolish you ever go through it I'm a Darwin to losing
Six figures hanging on my neck but that's love payed don't confuse it
I live for amusement life's a joke and punchlines give me Contusions
Color pecan skin brittle
Hearted sleeve a collector of contacts and bruises
I pray to find what I won from all my losing
And still seeking love like when I find myself know not what to do with him