Lyrics Don't Wanna Play Anyone This Song - Kathryn Gallagher

I wanna be a pretty girl
Don′t wanna be so obsessive
I don't wanna write another song about you
I wanna be the belle of the ball
I don′t wanna want it at all
I don't wanna wonder if you noticed
That I gained a little weight

And oh
Isn't it a cruel twist of fate?
All the ways you′ve
Left scars on my brain

When am I gonna get through this?
I sold all the jewelry
Gave the money to charity
When are you gonna start throwing hits?
You′ve got two new lovers
Do they know about your letters?
How many ways can I say goodbye?

I'm so ashamed that I′m still messed up
Destroying myself in the mirror
It's fucked
Replaying what you said to me
Even though I′m 9 months clean
Don't wanna play anyone this song
I′ve been thinking strong for so god damn long
I've ignored every word since October 13th

And oh
Isn't it sweet to have the truth?
The earthquake stopped
But I′m still rebuilding rooms

When am I gonna get through this?
I sold all the jewelry
Gave the money to charity
When are you gonna start throwing hits?
You′ve got two new lovers
Do they know about your letters?
How many ways can I say goodbye?
Oh how many ways can I say goodbye?

You told me how replaceable I am
But you still seem surprised at how fast that I ran
Ten dark months have gone
But my skin is the colour of the pain that you draw
I've been scrubbing now for so long
All the skin that you touched has finally fallen off

Know I′m gonna get through this
I sold all the jewelry
Gave the money to charity
When are you gonna start throwing hits?
You've got two new lovers
Do they know about your letters?
How many ways can I say goodbye?
How many ways can I say goodbye?