Lyrics Fly Away - Kay9

Almost feel like I can fly away
I wanna die today
Blow my brains out all over the door
That's a doorway to a higher place
I need a hideaway

Glowing gold
My soul is golden
Got the golden glow
Feel no remorse though when I close the door
Yeah I be sober
But I almost wanna overdose
I close my eyes
And journey off into my dark place
And part ways
Float far away
Look
I just wanna escape
I seen to much
I seen enough
I feel enough of this place
They wanna shape me
Wanna make me
I don't wanna be fake
But I gotta press my foot onto the gas
And just keep on blowing past em
Press it down
I'm going faster
They talking to me but
I don't understand them
Don't really know I gotta ask them
I feel this pain
Its always lasting

Almost feel like I can fly away
I wanna die today
Blow my brains out all over the door
That's a doorway to a higher place
I need a hideaway

I need to die today
Hurry do it right away
Pull the fucking trigger
Put a bullet in my mind today
I'm wide awake
I don't wanna live
And no i'm not afraid
I think I reached my limits
I can't concentrate
I'm locked away
It's like i'm trapped inside a castle
With a diamond on the mantel
I want more I just cant handle all my bounds and chains
I'm not allowed to break
In such a lousy space
But what if look yeah

Almost feel like I can fly away
I wanna die today
Blow my brains out all over the door
That's a doorway to a higher place
I need a hideaway

Yeah
But i'm just going through the motions
Dream of riding waves but my ocean has been frozen
Don't know where i'm going
Thought by now I'd have it figured out and I be coasting
But that's not the way its going
Something must be broken
My thoughts are caught in limbo and I cant feel no emotion
Yeah

Almost feel like I can fly away
I wanna die today
Blow my brains out all over the door
That's a doorway to a higher place
I need a hideaway
Almost thought that I can fly away
I'm gonna die today