Lyrics Outlaw - Kay9

On and on
On and on
On and on

Yeah, don't know what I'm talking about
I wanna walk out the house, out
I aint even tryna pack and plan it
Ima pack a bag and head up out the planet
Got my head up but it's stuck inside a attic
Music money I be like a addict
Stupid dummy I see hella damage
I don't multi manage
I cant handle balance like
I'm caught on my dime right
Lies like do I want lime light
Am I right in the mind I
Don't know what I'm worth
Do I even rhyme tight, fuck
Think I need anti-depressants
I got these demons and peasants
They renting space in my head
They tryna send me a message
I got the blankest expressions
Watch who I'm keeping close I be keeping notes
Mind racing and I'm losing hope
Almost got no one left
That's fine
I don't really even need 'em though
Why I do it they don't need to know
Leave it be call me evil bro
I be fucked up cutting all of my friends
This is my time
I'm just Surviving The Ends
Survival by any means
You in my way then get popped like amphetamines
Now watch how these friends become enemies
Putting friend in parentheses
You getting dropped homie for my better means, remedies
Think I need therapy
Memories, Never leave
Lemme be
This what I'm meant to be

Live life like a Outlaw
Stick to myself and they tell me I need to get out more
Take my dick up out your mouth dawg
I'm a hard hitter like I'm South Paw
I'm going through it and I know it's true that I'll forever be a Outlaw
I'm in the cut you in the couch dawg
Knew you wouldn't stick around long
I'm a Outlaw
Talk about me
Cuz I did all this here without yall
Now its clear you wouldn't be here
Knew you wouldn't stick around long
You a outlier I'm a outlaw
Wish you had the me without flaws
Know they praying on my downfall
Bitch I'm a Outlaw

Phony bitches
Going slowly vicious
I don't show no interest
Got no homie in this world
I'm lonely in it
I aint so religious
But I know the difference
When the devil visits
And he's so convincing
Got the golden ticket
I want no commitment
Got no seconds minutes
I'm just so ambitious
What they gonna witness
Yeah I know I win this
Look, I'd open up
But I'm weak at that
Feelings hit me with a sneak attack
No love to heal the pain where the speaker at
Wanna figure how to bring the feeling back
People act like I'm evil
Though I don't believe in that's
Speaking fact
Leave me alone to my isolation
Feel like leaving from home was a obligation
I need concentration
Lotta contemplation in my path now
Wanna break the cycle gotta ask how
That's causing the greatest pain
Gotta make the move
To craft a better lane for my mental gain
You just looking back at what remains
I know its hurting so I cant complain
All the damage I made left me stuck in the rain
I just wan' be alone yeah
Why you tryn' hit my phone uh
You aint my homie cuz you took the word and you split it in half
You tried to hoe me
Up in my business and running your mouth
Look bitch
Quit acting nosey
Lil bitch you wasn't lowkey
Take my dick up out your mouth hoe and quit tryna blow me ay
I gotta get and go
Don't you got dick to blow
You so predictable
Snake shit
Fake shit
Caged in my head
Feel like I'm going ape shit
Ape shit
Aching pain in my body
Can't take it
Give but don't take shit
I cant maintain feel like I'm just going crazy
And everyone hates me so I'm just gon'

Live life like a Outlaw
Stick to myself and they tell me I need to get out more
Take my dick up out your mouth dawg
I'm a hard hitter like I'm South Paw
I'm going through it and I know it's true that I'll forever be a Outlaw
I'm in the cut you in the couch dawg
Knew you wouldn't stick around long
I'm a Outlaw
Talk about me
Cuz I did all this here without yall
Now its clear you wouldn't be here
Knew you wouldn't stick around long
You a outlier I'm a outlaw
Wish you had the me without flaws
Know they praying on my downfall
Bitch I'm a Outlaw