Lyrics What If - Kayla Jay

This is new to me
Anything that you said you would do for me
Every mountain you said you would move for me
You did
You did

And I'm afraid that I'll never get used to this
Cause I'm afraid that I'm gonna get used again
Every time I open up to let you in
It hits
It hits

So what if I let you in and you hurt me?
What if this thing that we have isn't worth it?
What if I believe when you say
You'll stay
Forever
And then you go desert me

What if's
My head is full of what if's
So could you come and change this
My head is full of what if's
What if

What if's
My head is full of what if's
So could you come and change this
My head is full of what if's
What if
Yeah it's true, you see
Though every time I needed you you flew to me
And when I wanted shade you were the only tree
I hid
I hid

Cause I really don't know if I can share my heart
I don't even know if I can bear this part
Cause You can turn the key but if it doesn't start
It's dead
It's dead

What if I try loving you and it don't work
What if I give you my soul but it still hurts
What if I believe when you say
You'll stay
Forever
But I'm the one who runs away

What if's
My head is full of what if's
So could you come and change this
My head is full of what if's
What if

What if's
My head is full of what if's
So could you come and change this
My head is full of what if's
What if

What if I read you wrong
And I pay
Cause everybody makes mistakes
So they say
But I am not the one to forgive myself
I must make it so I never live this down
I can't even tell you why it has to be
Maybe it's that there is something wrong with me
I always assumed that you belong with me
But I have never really been that confident

So what if think too much and I wreck this
What if I spread these doubts and can't end them
What if I believe when you say you'll stay
But then I don't
And there's nothing that you can say

What if's
My head is full of what if's
So could you come and change this
My head is full of what if's
What if

What if's
My head is full of what if's
So could you come and change this
My head is full of what if's
What if