Lyrics Regret - Keepsake

I'm holding on to a life I can't forget
Time has healed nothing
Under the shadow of my regrets
Is there something more or just all I have left

Was this all an illusion?
Was it ever really mine?
My happiness - momentary
All things must end
They'll fade with time

One day I'll seek forgiveness
With no thought for myself
I'll blame it all on me
'Cause it's just too hard to let go

Tormented by desire for comfort
My elation in remission
My one hope for peace is that I will never wake

I fell in love with this reckless tide
One day I'll be alright
Still I close my eyes and wish
That I could lose my regrets and take it all back