Lyrics At My Worst - Kid Presentable

At my worst
I chose to never look for you
I'd lie
Pathetic and broken
Choices that I'll have to own
Self-infliction
The pain ingrained
Brain to bone
I'd rather die a coward's death
Than hear your name on my breath
Dead and down
Never a sound
You cast doubt
Cast you out
Strip me of my dignity
A catalyst for what you need from me
Predisposed to tragedy
Burn the flesh of who I'm meant to be
Cast your doubt
Then I will cast you out
I'll take this over the edge
A choice I make as I descend to hell
I'll never look for you
Even at my lowest of lows
The last thing I'll ever need Is you beside me
Even at my worst I chose to
Never look for you
I'll cast you out