Lyrics So Numb - Killa Kellz

Ya could never feel my pain
I been going through some things
Ya could never feel my pain
Cause I been going through some things
Ya could never feel my pain
Cause I been going through some things
And im so numb (Yeahhh)
And im so numb (Yeahhh)
My own blood play me for 7 K
Had to get it Bacc so i Grind All 7 days
Long story short just to abbreviate shit
I had to take a couple Lzz just to appreciate shit
NYC the place that I'm from
It's where i was born that made me so numb
I want sunshine but i can't ignore the rain
It's hard to live life baby and ignore the pain
I stay sane but inside i die slow
I wear all blacc just to match my soul
I never show it you never know when shit ain't right
It's just funny how we smile more when shit ain't right
My life is serious this shit is no joking
Million dollar smile but deep inside im so broken
Heart broken my heart is so frozen
When you don't give a Fucc nothing comes with disappointment
Ya could never feel my pain
Cause I been going through some things
Ya could never feel my pain
Cause I been going through some things
And im so numb (Yeahhh)
And im so numb (Yeahhh)
I know momma proud of my accomplishments
But i be feeling like i really haven't accomplish shit
So i be busy cause i ain't got no time for shit
And if i get Body i know umma Leave momma sicc
Moms told me if you knew better you do better
But where im from niggas will clap you if you do better
Lord i don't know what they want from me
Cause nowadays moving Better is called moving funny
Damn i got a stain in my life
Im wearing shades so you don't see the pain in my eyes
Im Fuccin the same bitches i said I'll never fucc with Again
Still got love for some people I'll never fucc with again
Life's a bitch but i make sure i love her good
No miss screws am just misunderstood
In this cold world salute me or shoot me
They don't wanna see me shine they tryna lil snupe me
Ya could never feel my pain
Cause I been going through some things
Ya could never feel my pain
Cause I been going through some things
And im so numb (Yeahhh)
And im so numb (Yeahhh)