Lyrics Alone - King Bunny

I remember times where everything was different
Everybody hit my phone up with a different message
Doing every stupid thing just to learn a lesson
And they would never count me out, n*gga that's a blessing
Going outside everyday just to feel the essence
And you can feel to see every stone that i'm stepping
Never knew that things changed, maybe that's the guessing
But i'm s'pposed to hold my peace like i'm at a wedding
See i'm that kid inside that class that doesn't say a word
It just feels like i'ma killing like its mockingbird
And if its out of two, then i'm always third
Then everybody say they love me, n*gga that's absurd
They tell me to be happy need to smile more
Wipe them tears up off your face, what you crying for?
Need to step up, be a man, leave it at the door
Now every time i'm in public, I feel i'm at war
Everybody made they groups and no i'm never in it
They gon' always count me out, maybe that's the business
And if Jehovah's calling, no I ain't a witness
Everybody stay away just like i'm a sickness
I've always been that kid that's been different than others
I always felt stupid, that i'm not another
I feel alone up in my room, always closing the shutters
Letting my tears fall down like its rain in the gutters
Most my fam' ain't even rocking wit' me
But don't worry, I don't mind, no its not a biggie
I'm used to being on my with a couple pennies
And they the reason i'm alive, n*gga in the city
Only have a few people that I truly love
And if you know me then you know just who i'm thinking of
It seems like i'm a raven and everybody's a dove
But just know that i'ma be above
I'ma show just 'bout everybody that i'ma make it
And then I cannot wait to see all of their faces
For them to tell me they been my friend for ages
And i'ma hit 'em back with they own braces, yeah