Lyrics My Broken Kingdom Heart - Kire Noomstar

Grow up Erik
(I've been having these weird thoughts lately)
Wish I was better to you
When will I grow up
(Like is any of this for real)
Ay Ay
Is any of this for real because it feels like a nightmare
When will I wake up should I pretend to care
You could be Goldilocks and I'll be the sad bear
Be careful for what you wish for you just might find it here

She told me chill the fuck out I'm high off a sediment
There's way too much to bargain now shit way too repetitive
When I don't got my guard up
I often tend to fuck up
Wish we could be lovers
And complement each other
Wish you'd think differently now
Now I'm taking care of myself
See them playing down on me now I try not to crumble and fall
Time spent wasting love at large wage war on my broken kingdom heart

Would it be such a bad idea to think that our love wasn't real
I'd love to come over and talk it out before my heart starts shutting down
It's a shame you'll never know me (Ay)
Or the person I'll turn into (Yeah)
My God these fairytales are breaking me apart
(Breaking us apart)
Grasp it
The childhood had left (Yeah)
Trust your friends and make the most of it
(Now we're gonna make the most of it)
Never meant for this shit
Now I'm down bad on my ass crying like a bitch
You're the reason that I still light these cigarettes
You were the candle by my side when it's dark in there
And the devil tried to tell me I'm the worst yet
I'm on my knees praying to God that you won't forget
I try not to crumble and fall yeah I'm going up standing tall
Wish you the best cause you're all that I want
You're all on my mind and that's the shit causing me pain
I see you all the time
I thought I'd never feel this way

She told me chill the fuck out I'm high off a sediment
There's way too much to bargain now shit way too repetitive
When I don't got my guard up
I often tend to fuck up
Wish we could be lovers
And complement each other
Wish you'd think differently now
Now I'm taking care of myself
See them playing down on me now I try not to crumble and fall
Time spent wasting love at large wage war on my broken kingdom heart
Wish you'd think differently now
Now I'm taking care of myself
See them playing down on me now I try not to crumble and fall
Time spent wasting love at large wage war on my broken kingdom heart

I try to crumble and fall yeah I'm going up standing tall
Wish you the best because you're all that I want
And when I had no one you're all that I got
I love you
She love me not
She's my princess inside of the tower
Who let her hair down just so I could see her
We're the knights in battle who're storming your castle
Knowing that you'll surrender because we're too much to handle (Yeah)