Lyrics idwbf - Kirklandd

It could take me all my life
I don't want the feeling like
I only feel love when I
Reach what I chased all night

It could take me all my life
But I won't act that nice
I only feel love when I
Know who I'll be tonight

And I know my wrist so tight
And she digging what I'm like
But I only feel love when I
Own up and pay that price

And I know the end so I
Pray that I'll end up fine
But I only feel love when I
Own up and take my shine

Cause I don't wanna take no favours
Imma keep that shit inside
Only thing I really pray
I won't need another life

Cause I don't wanna take no favours
If I'm never satisfied
Waiting for the day I'll make it
I'll need another life

Tell me all about it why I never get enough
If I ever call you I'm not asking you for much
All the wounds you left still fucking hurt to touch
Kicking all my goals, will I ever get enough?
But I know that it's alright
Coz I'm gonna live that life
But I only feel love when I
Breathe and my chest ain't tight

Cause I don't wanna take no favours
Imma keep that shit inside
Only thing I really pray
I won't need another life

Cause I don't wanna take no favours
If I'm never satisfied
Waiting for the day I'll make it
I'll need another life

Just to keep myself sane
Feel it in my membrane
Never think I'm ending up alone, but the time's changed
We could really get it on the night when my wrist gleam, uh
I could get it all for my life
And the time stand still when we kissing tonight
Told her I can't think straight, with your hands in my back
Told me I could be the greatest I'm in love with the fact
I'm getting closer to it but I'm scared to slow my roll
If I ever dip my pace, imma stress and lose it all
I could never even tell, when anxieties are tall
Hoping you'd be by my side, on the day I need to fall
I don't really want the world if it ain't what it meant to be
Every night I'm haunted by a vision of a better me
I could only grow when I know that I'd won
When I look around I'm feeling like I'm not the only one, and I wasn't
But you ain't even fucking with me til I get it all
I'll pull you from the top and drag you as I fucking crawl
Up from the mud, this ain't back in the day
I'm really done with walking round and acting like I'm okay
I don't want it all
Hands are shaking when I ball
I don't even want the moments if they're leading to my fall
All my homies told me I could be it if I tried
But every one of my idols can barely even survive
Can't overcome what they all did
Need to make the call kid
Will you be about it or be ending like McCormick?
Know about yourself before you open it up
And question it like every time you feel you've given enough
Well fuck

That could take me all my life