Lyrics Runaway (feat. Dethwish) - Knowte

If I told you everything that went on in my mind
You would think I'm crazy so I keep it inside
And I lie to protect myself
Tell you I'm doing just fine
When really I'm walking the line
So please don't pry when I'm quiet
Cause I could
Tell you off
Tell you mind your business
I could
Let you in
Welcome to my illness
I should open up to shut it down with quickness
My heart is heavy
Don't you ever even try to lift it cause I'm a

Runaway
Run-a Runaway
Runaway
Run-a Runaway
I can't stay
No, my soul ain't safe
Runaway
Run-a Runaway

These days all I want to do is just disappear
I don't know where I'll go
But it gotta be better than here
All my mistakes I made in the past I leave them stuck in the rear
I don't like mirrors
They make my issues closer than they appear
My anxiety makes 'em larger than life
They doubled in height
I should've dealt them then when they didn't put up a fight
It's always hindsight
Need to get through your day
I need to get through my night
My chest is too tight
No I do not want your advice cause I will
Tell you off
Tell you mind your business
I could
Let you in
Welcome to my illness
I should open up to shut it down with quickness
My heart is heavy
Don't you ever even try to lift it cause I'm a

Runaway
Run-a Runaway
Runaway
Run-a Runaway
I can't stay
No, my soul ain't safe
Runaway
Run-a Runaway
Cause I'm a
Runaway
Run-a Runaway
Runaway
Run-a Runaway
I can't stay
No, my soul ain't safe
Runaway
Run-a Runaway

I don't want to share that side
There's parts of me you never will see
The only side you ever see is the perception you want me to be
When inside I'm a mess
I learned to build my walls from debris
But I'm a nomad always on the run the run 'til I blister my feet.
I self sabotage and I question my blessings
The hard way is the only way that I'm learning my lessons
I should be in therapy but I'm too scared to start booking that session
Who do I go to when from myself who I'm needing protection
Give me a second cause I'm a
Runaway
I'm a runaway
I decay
I don't stay
I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm a
Runaway
I'm a runaway
What you say
You're too late
I'm okay
No more pain I could
Tell you off
Tell you mind your business
I could
Let you in
Welcome to my illness
I should open up to shut it down with quickness
My heart is heavy
Don't you ever even try to lift it cause I'm a

Runaway
Run-a Runaway
Runaway
Run-a Runaway
I can't stay
No, my soul ain't safe
Runaway
Run-a Runaway
Cause I'm a
Runaway
Run-a Runaway
Runaway
Run-a Runaway
I can't stay
No, my soul ain't safe
Runaway
Run-a Runaway