Lyrics Consciousness - Kody Free

I been dreaming for a minute
I been feeling like I'm drowning but I'm swimming
I been thinking bout specifics
Like, does it matter the logistics?
Are they judging on they standards or my limits?
Swinging from the chandelier, it's lower than the ceiling
I'm tryna keep my soul from demons but they always reaching
I feel like I'm Chris Paul
Protect the rock but I might sock them if they get involved
God tryna get me to Heaven, I feel the pressure
I battle fear in the face of depression
It's me and God so it's curtains, cause He been blessing me
I made the sauce with His recipe
They getting big mad
They wanna ask me how I cook that
I want that, "Well done," A1, first class
Pull off in Lambo and they praying that the whip crash

My dreams became reality
This is the aftermath of demons coming after me
If I die tonight just know I died a king
This ain't how it is, this how it had to be
I live with joy despite the tragedies
I live in pain although it's maddening
I fell in love with an angel
And if she respond my ever after be happily

I told you I'm crazy
Do you believe me now?
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it

I been surprised by them accepting me
Cause I'm more used to how rejection feel
I feel like angels been protecting me
I'm doing better than projected here
If faithfulness will grant you favor
I'm thanking God for all the flavor
I been known that God was was greater
I seen it all and I don't got no cable
I guess the pressure gon turn me savage
I don't know how Imma manage
Shout out to God for the next chapter
Shout out to Connor for mix and master
I'm screaming, Ave Maria and Maranatha
They never figured your boy was Catholic
They see me winning they mad as hatters
Imma run it like Forrest but faster

My dreams became reality
This is the aftermath of demons coming after me
If I die tonight just know I died a king
This ain't how it is this how it had to be
I live with joy despite the tragedies
I live in pain although it's maddening
I fell in love with an angel
And if she never respond, I'm thanking God for His plans for me

I told you I'm crazy
Do you believe me now?
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it