Lyrics Panic Alarm (feat. GAXILLIC) - Kori Mullan

It's so weird why I can't deal with it
It's taking over every inch of my life
I don't know why I keep holding on
I'm so sick of overdosing
Tryna escape my problems by ending it
I can't keep pretending everything's okay

Something triggering happens
I can't really process it
It infiltrates my mind like a coup
Something upsetting happens
I start to feel nauseous
I run to the toilet and throw up until there's blood

Panic alarm, I'm permanently beside it
Hovering over the button 'til something happens
Woah, woah
Panic alarm, I'm addicted to it
Knowing there's always gonna be an issue
That continues to haunt my brain

I wish things would just stop
Things would get better for me
Then I won't have to worry
I tell myself "It'll be okay"
But I think that makes it worse
Unrealistic dreams tend to fuck me up

People laughing, people mocking
You all just make it worse
I wish I didn't exist so people wouldn't know me
People laughing, people mocking
You all just make it worse
I wish I didn't exist so people wouldn't know me

Panic alarm, I'm permanently beside it
Hovering over the button 'til something happens
Woah, woah
Panic alarm, I'm addicted to it
Knowing there's always gonna be an issue
That continues to haunt my brain