Lyrics Stigma (feat. Kayla Diamond) - L.E , Kayla Diamond
The
phone
rings
loud,
she
remains
in
her
chair
alone
Like
she′s
anchored
down,
she
sits
stares
n'
moans
Same
sweat
clothes
she
wears,
never
does
her
hair
But
this
ain′t
seasonal
it's
every
day
of
the
year
She
feels
so
rotten
everything
goes
wrong
when
Her
head
starts
throbbing,
she's
too
weak
to
sob
then
Her
stomach
fills
up
with
this
heavy
hopelessness
She
tries
to
stay
strong
so
hard
to
cope
with
this
She′s
really
got
to
wonder
if
she′ll
make
it
to
thirty
Lately
that
bottle
of
pills
been
getting
quite
flirty
Voices
tell
her
to
end
it
she
refuses
to
quit
But
that's
like
climbing
up
a
mountain
with
a
backpack
of
bricks
She
tried
to
tell
a
friend
who
replied
to
suck
it
up
He
said
"I
get
sad
too,
just
be
more
tough
Now
snap
out
of
this
chick
cause
enough
is
enough
Don′t
be
so
down
in
the
dumps"
Yo,
that
outlook's
corrupt
Where′d
you
go?
Why'd
you
leave
me?
You
call
me
weak,
you
call
me
needy
It′s
not
a
choice,
you
won't
believe
me
I'm
human
like
you,
what
I′m
going
through
this
isn′t
easy
Flips
his
pillow
several
times
as
he
lies
in
bed
He
never
gets
to
sleep
so
his
eyes
are
red
A
flurry
of
worries
and
his
mind's
upset
And
sprinting
in
circles
he
often
cries
n′
sweats
Tosses
and
turns,
turns
and
tosses
he
gets
so
stressed
Stares
at
the
clock
for
eight
hours
till
it's
time
to
get
dressed
In
a
daze
the
whole
day,
you
could
tell
he′s
a
mess
Represses
cause
of
stigma
n'
pressure
presses
his
chest
Takes
slow
walks
at
night
as
he
strolls
past
the
park
People
tell
him
that
he′s
bright,
he
feels
so
dark
Dry
mouth
heart
pounds
from
a
basic
conversation
Can't
hold
down
his
lunch
before
he
gives
a
presentation
Feels
uneasy
never
gentle,
chews
hard
up
on
his
pencil
With
the
devil
yes
he
wrestles
without
refuge
or
temple
He
can't
share
this
pain
he
holds
it
in
daily
His
friends
would
call
him
crazy
boss
would
label
him
lazy
Where′d
you
go?
Why′d
you
leave
me?
You
call
me
weak,
you
call
me
needy
It's
not
a
choice,
you
won′t
believe
me
I'm
human
like
you,
what
I′m
going
through
this
isn't
easy
It′s
hard
for
us
to
hear
it,
these
people's
soundless
screaming
Staring
at
the
sky
thinking
that
there
is
no
meaning
A
million
miles
from
help
drowning
in
this
stream
of
demons
Inner
bleeding
is
the
reason
they
ain't
sleeping
in
the
evenings
People
need
to
be
loved
they
hate
being
judged
They
need
to
be
hugged
and
hate
being
shoved
But
the
media
portrays
them
as
violent
sideshow
psychos
Which
only
keeps
them
silent
and
worsens
the
whole
cycle
Could
be
someone
you
love,
someone
key
in
your
life
You
know
the
ones
who
make
you
laugh
are
sometimes
crying
inside?
Even
stigmatize
themselves,
won′t
reach
for
assistance
Would
you
not
go
to
your
doctor
if
you
had
a
bad
sickness?
All
these
generalizations
cause
discrimination
Individuals′
damnation
with
no
hope
for
salvation
Individuals
cause
they
aren't
all
alike
So
see
them
for
who
they
are
drop
the
stereotypes
This
pain
inside
me
well
it
confines
me
I
feel
so
far
away
even
when
you′re
beside
me
It
gets
so
dark
in
here
with
these
scars
and
these
fears
Will
this
pain
define
me?
Where'd
you
go?
Why′d
you
leave
me?
You
call
me
weak,
you
call
me
needy
It's
not
a
choice,
you
won′t
believe
me
I'm
human
like
you,
what
I'm
going
through
this
isn′t
easy
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