Lyrics SEA - LGN

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I got it
Yeah

Yeah
It's never easy
Explaining my artistry to people be who don't believe me
So I assume that's the price to pay for going on this journey
But I ain't really tryna turn into Yeezy unless we monetarily speakin
Sometimes a nigga just wishin to be understood
You know (you know)
Don't y'all get tired of beefin
With me?
Maybe not tho (maybe not tho)
Sittin on my balcony just going through it
Thinking bout all this potential how I don't wanna loose it
They got me straddling fences in two worlds
My body in the office heart and minds in these words
I used to think that my degrees would bring me happiness
Not directly but for the money comin afterwards
I had to learn satisfaction just isn't linear
'Specially when most of your colleagues think that you're inferior
Being the only one in the rooms never comfortable
Questioning everything from the looks to the nomenclature
Already know they hate ya
Don't let 'em find out they report to you and you're younger than them man just see what awaits ya
I had an album just waiting to be released, huh
Sometimes the vision don't work out the way we see
Don't get me started how the math wasn't mathin
Half of nothing left you with a pretender who ain't that good at actin'
These days I got Levy feedin me beats
It used to be JG but that relationships deceased
Queen B said it best
Don't you ever get to thinking you're irreplaceable
I guess he know now I aint the one to test
A few know how that dynamic had me stressin'
Felt comfortable disrespectin' family how he get that impression?
I used to open up to whomever but this the last incident I have wit niggas who couldn't use discretion
My generation didn't ask to inherit a planet so full of damage
And to be honest ion understand it
Thinking about the trauma that's expanding we need Mother Earth to see a therapist
The universe kinda demands it
Been inna cycle of repeated hurt and it's so obvious that every human really had a fucking hand in it
I should prolly get off this conscious rap shit
Before yall niggas skip this cuz I need every stream goddammit
I ain't gone lie I even started doin therapy
I ain't gone lie I even started out scarily
I ain't gone lie the idea of sharing intimate thoughts after I already did the work just ain't seem fair to me

But it wasn't just for me
It was doing it for we
See I made a promise, honest
To be a better version so I'm hopin' that you see

My journey in Seattle reminded me of Cali
Not really in the glamour but in the struggle, sadly
Grievin' and healin' alone
Makin that move on my own
Hindsight's 2020 logic just wasn't my home
But I knew that I had so much more to live for
I saw the years adding up, but what it's been four
People always wishin they had más de amor
Took a lot to be honest I couldn't give you more
I'm over this scrabblin' ramblin' coverin' ground
I got loved ones don't een hear from me now
The journey to the top is a lonely one at its best
Cuz if everybody could do it who would be impressed
I can't apologize to those who feel neglected
My energy to precious I gotta protect it
Major & Mighty opened up my eyes to see it
Incase you gotta problem I guess now you know where to direct it
Ain't even mean most of this to be an affront
I'm really just tryna be more vulnerable for once
Give yall some perspective under influence of this blunt
Like I'm back in Onni, gone tell Heaven to roll us up one (gone roll us up one)
See I'mma vessel
Passing along a message
Blessings from the creator, be remiss if I took all the credit
Cuz in this game it really takes a village
I'm still finding it crazy niggas tryna taint my image
Yeah, I'm still finding it crazy niggas tryna taint my image

(Psh Niggas really be playin with me man)

Yeah bring a fact checker
Check my track record
All this back and forth about who is the best I hope it's all settled
Since everybody wanna be the GOAT nigga
Just call me the shepherd
Yeah, just call me the shepherd

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Mhhhmm