Lyrics Crumbling - Rivilin , $LOTHBOI

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family's concerned but all I can say is I'm fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette I'm just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we're fine

Chilling outside a friend's house in the rain
Graffiti walls always stained with my name
In the overgrowth under the train tracks
Were running from grey skies that blemish the pain

Circulation is running low all in my brain
Can't tell what's left from right as my vision fades
Waking up in a new place new face
Don't recognize a fucking thing I think the drugs ruptured my veins

Cus I'm running down Bradbury street
I thought if I kept running maybe the fog would clear and I would be fine
Cus you see depression doesn't work that way we numb the pain
With alcohol and drugs or anything that will fit in our veins

Another night another day wasted to my sleep, yeah but
I don't give a fuck cus then I don't control just how I think
Its easier to get lost in your dreams than deal with something real
So if you wanna fucking talk then find me in a place where I don't exist

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family's concerned but all I can say is I'm fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette I'm just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we're fine

I'm on the edge
Living like I'm bouta fall
Head first, last looks up at shining stars

Thoughts sprinting through my brain like Usain go bolt
Fuck around ain't listen to talks, cuz they kinda dark

Why they fucking they judging me like they know what I've done
They see tattoos and gold teeth and not the soul I got
What the fuck they want from me they looking in disgust
All these fucking exes but aint ever meet a family bruh

I gotta run lately
Light up from the blunt save me
Sprinting from my fucking past I know I gotta numb daily

Love a setting sun baby
Night is when I run, from these
Demons in my fucking brain that laughing at my dreams hating

Ima chase a fucking dream till the day I die
Thassa fucking fact put that on my fucking brothers lives
Boy I aint about all this pussy shit I see around
Keep it fucking real, unless I'm manic then I crumble down

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family's concerned but all I can say is I'm fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette I'm just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we're fine