Lyrics Few Ways - Rivilin , $LOTHBOI

It's kinda fucked you found another in a few days
Sick to my stomach, thought I mattered in a few ways
Yeah talk bout him and say how he's much better for me
You're never here so why do you care yeah if I stay

I heard you laugh down the side of the hallway
This time ill cut my losses when you flake
I heard you change your mind when you were at my doorway
Walking off with him making me feel loveless

Made friends with a dude up in Canada
He's always got my back when im calling
Write a few beats and we end up here
Don't really know how this ever started

So you hit me up when you feel like you want me
Freaking fucking out cus I don't want this on me
Running so much that I disappeared
I don't really know where the days went, what is going on

So you're standing out on my driveway banging on the door
I don't want to answer, see you anymore
Locking myself inside my room
I guess this is where I WIll make my home

Cus im lost in the wake of yesterday's bad fucking luck
Yeah trapped in the attic overcrowded now im stuck
I took a few pills, medicated now I feel numb
Trace my steps back to where I started

Theirs a fog around my walls that still covers all my skin
I understand but I wanna give in
Im sick of putting fake faces
Just to feel like I fit in

Yeah so did you even know that I just cared a lot
Dragged my body around just to not give up
But you didn't care no you didn't see
I knew what you wanted but that I couldn't be

Nothing more than an empty husk now
I think of you when I lose my trust now
I think you thought I was just empty
So you just tagged along

You ain't love
Me you just want my life
So you climb up the corpses you smite

My heart on the ground while you pouring white
Did you ever love me
Or was it all a lie

It's kinda fucked you found another in a few days
Sick to my stomach, thought I mattered in a few ways
Yeah talk bout him and say how he's much better for me
You're never here so why do you care yeah if I stay

I ain't sign up for this pain, baby full of hate
You can leave, but you stabbing me while on your way
Bleeding out up through the cracks, that you fucking made
Why you fucking love it when I fucking cry like you love my pain

Psychopathic fucking bitch
Know you wish I'm in a ditch
Toxic fucking lovers got me single for a couple years

Pathelogic liars got me trusting michael myers
Bitch my brain on fucking fire from the words of fucking liars

Bitch you just gotta go
Why you still up in my phone
Just leave me the fuck alone
And move on from the best you know

I don't really trust no more
Mind be open, doors are closed
Just leave me the fuck alone
And move on from the best you know

You ain't love
Me you just want my life
So you climb up the corpses you smite

My heart on the ground while you pouring white
Did you ever love me
Or was it all a lie

It's kinda fucked you found another in a few days
Sick to my stomach, thought I mattered in a few ways
Yeah talk bout him and say how he's much better for me
You're never here so why do you care yeah if I stay