Lyrics I'm $orry - L_u-u

I'm sorry
But I am so convinced that no one loves me
I'm sorry
To not show up at your important party
The 5th time I'm sorry
Till six I'm aborting
My friends not supporting
My life is according
To them just a number
A number in books
I turn to a jumper
I jump off a roof
Listen to uppers
Or suffer in proves
You listen to others
They all disapprove

They call me a monster
A martyr a hound
To hell go, it's smarter
Than father or ground
The world getting harder but softer inside
It's tearing apart what we build, it feels right

I'm sorry
But I am so convinced that no one loves me
I'm sorry
To not show up at your important party
The 5th time I'm sorry
Till six I'm aborting
My friends not supporting
My life is according
To them just a number
A number in books
I turn to a jumper
I jump off a roof
Listen to uppers
Or suffer in proves
You listen to others
They all disapprove