Lyrics I'm Trying to Be My Own Friend. - Laeland

I wonder if ill make past 21
I wonder if my parents think that I'm important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I'll ever really be enough

I'm trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself
Until the very end
Until the very end

I wonder what's like to drink and smoke cigars
Or pass out in the grass on a strangers yard
Or how it feels to get high and look at the stars

I wonder what's it like to give someone my heart
In fear that person could just tear it all apart
I wonder if Ill ever really come apart

I'm trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself
Until the very end
I'm trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself
Until the very end
Until the very end

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance
To start over
Cause I know this can't
Be all over

I wonder if ill make past 21
I wonder if my parents think that I'm important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I'll ever really be enough

I'm trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself
Until the very end
I'm trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself
Until the very end
Until the very end

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance
To start over
Cause I know this can't
Be all over