Lyrics EXCERPTS FROM THE DIARIES OF _ - lasah

Every time I think of you,
I hear the sounds of vanity
Like a snake that hisses in
My tiny heart of honesty

In your words of "I love you",
I smell the scents of tragedy
Let me be a victim too,
I'm tired of hypocrisy

Dear Mr. So-and-so, your nonsense is a charm
Tell me why, tell me why you're always filling in the blanks
In the night, in the night I see the embers of my heart
Losing light, losing light you're almost tearing me apart

Today, I'm waiting for a love that never ever dies
Tonight, I'm waiting for a tomorrow I could never buy
Today, I'm waiting for a forever that would never lie
Tonight, I'm leaving you so goodbye and goodnight, sayonara!

Every time I think of you,
I taste the flavor of fantasy
Like a leech that crawls and creeps
But takes me back to reality

In your words of "I need you",
I feel the touch of fallacy
Let me be a virgin too,
I've fallen for philosophy

Dear Mr. so-and-so, our secret is a crime
Tell me why, tell me why you're always filling in the blanks
In the night, in the night I hear the rainbows in my heart
Burning bright, burning bright you're almost tearing me apart

Today, I'm waiting for a love that never ever dies
Tonight, I'm waiting for a tomorrow I could never buy
Today, I'm waiting for a forever that would never lie
Tonight, I'm leaving you so goodbye and goodnight, sayonara!