Lyrics Lost Pt. 3 - Le Play

I hate when im left on my own again
Im just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold em quick
Lost in emotions and potions this
Is me reaching and you can't even notice it
You took my heart and then froze it quick
Locked up the door and my chest and regret that i opened it
Vision is slow and can't focus i feel like my head is exploding
Shits getting old and my time is approaching
This is a mindset i think that my minds fuckin broken
Just look at the way that im coping
Ounce nothing less what im smoking
This is the life that ive chosen
And ive had regrets every step of the way
Puffed up my chest as i left through the flame
Left you for dead and in my head im insane
Dead for a red as i bled out in pain
What do you want from me
This is just honesty cuz honestly ill fall asleep
Before it gets hard to breathe
Ill constantly just fall to piece
You know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
This is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
Keep playing the victim i know all of the lies your tryna sell
Im stuck in this room thats full of these mirros all i got is myself
You know i live for the pain
You know im stuck in the rain
I do it again and again and again
And everythings broken and always in vein