Lyrics soaking - Leanys

I used to not wanna feel shit when I could
But if I could feel something now man I would
I'm a sentimental masochist that always disses
On the people who been missing on the way I used to be
Back when I was open 'bout feeling lonely, hold me
To my words, I'll probably rain if it hurts
And it's already pouring, so I'm

Soaking
Choking
Choking on the words I've never spoken
Oh damn
Flooding
In conversations with myself
Things that I would never tell
Drippin'
On something
The something I've been putting off
That's all I've been thinking of
Okay, okay

Spending all my time tryna fix the unfixable
Always find my thoughts to be so inexplicable
What if I don't wanna wanna try? What if all this isn't right?
What if I don't wanna stop?
Break down the walls I try to claw and cling to when I fall
It's 'bout time to make that call to the reason I'm not used to me
Now this got me talking 'bout feeling lonely, hold me
Til it hurts, rain ain't always a curse
And it's been pouring, so I'm

Soaking
Choking
Choking on the words I've never spoken
Oh damn
Flooding
In conversations with myself
Things that I would never tell
Drippin'
On something
The something I've been putting off
That's all I've been thinking of
Okay, okay

Need someone to hear me out
Need someone to wring me out
Need someone to hear me out
Need someone to wring me out

Soaking
Choking
Choking on the words I've never spoken
Oh damn
Flooding
In conversations with myself
Things that I would never tell
Drippin'
On something
The something I've been putting off
That's all I've been thinking of
Okay, okay

Soaking
Choking

Oh damn
Flooding

Drippin'
On something

Okay, okay