Lyrics Panthera - Levi Hinson

Been away, here I gaze at the ceiling fan
Feeling safe, but I'm cold, yeah I need repairs
For my fam, for my friends, know this isn't fair
Spent a whole lifetime stuck up in a stare
Laughing and crying, dying inside
Picked up the pieces, I'm tryna get lined up
Fucking my pride up
Hands on my face
I been stuck in a daze
And it's a cold place for feelings
I show face, my realism cold cased
I moved at a slow pace
No ways
Maneuver through most days but really I'm struggling
Young as fuck but I'm so aged
This don't graze the surface of my worthless feelings
Let go of the grudges hold my numbers as I work through ceilings
Go away
Old feelings surface
Couldn't conceal it
Heart of a lion, but mind in a million
Shit isn't working
I'm stupid for trying
Wasting my time
Searching for killings, I ain't feeling shit

It's only up to me to say the realest shit