Lyrics Pillow Thoughts - LEW

I wear my pillow around my neck
So I can go to sleep
I've never wanted the anxious life
But I learned to keep breathing
'Cause even when I close my eyes,
I think too loud
Oh, I can't hear me
I wear my pillow around my neck
I still can't go to sleep.

When we smile, We make it big
Make sure that they can see
That we're living a good life all the time
We choose what they perceive
It's been a while since I've been real with the people around me
'Cause when I smile, I make it big
Make sure they can see my teeth.

I don't even know why I feel like this these days
Oh I don't even remember why
I fell into the abyss, this maze
It takes? to leave and flowers and trees(?)
They cloud my mind
I don't even know why I feel like this these days