Lyrics pre-breakup song - Lexi

I've tried
Tried a thousand times
You don't leave and i cry
Cause I know I'll fuck it up, this time, again

Half alive
My heart barely beats yet i thrive
I take what you give on borrowed time
You say you love me, it's a lie
A fuckin' lie

How can you love me
I dont deserve contend
Take this as a warning
You're headed down a dead-end
When all this comes falling
You'll be the one mending things
I'll be gone by the morning
So much for being more than friends

Don't say i didn't warn you
I've written like a billion songs
You must be too damn stupid
To not pack your things and run
I swear i dont wanna hurt you
Inevitable when I'm with someone
And when you're gone
I'll write another breakup song

Rewrite
You'll try to rewrite all my flaws
You're waiting for me on this tightrope
Can't you see, i don't give a fuck if you fall
If you fall

Freezin' cold
My heart is cold as ice
You'll finally leave and I'll pay the price
Wouldn't be the first fuckin' time
Or the last

How can you love me
I'm using you till we end
You don't deserve this
I'm breaking more of what you mend
I'm a killer on the loose
And you're the victim at hand
You don't even run
And we go back to pretend

Kissing over cars
Knowing it's just before I run
Laying under stars
Hoping to make it till the sun
Broken hearts
When this ends like every other one
In the end, your scars
Are bullet wounds from my gun