Lyrics Even Myself - Light

I know
I know

Yeah
Know what I am
Know what I'll be
Ignorant words that I spoke as a teen
Hoping to be
Something I'm not
Someone I've lost
What was the cost?
Skydiving, nothing to pull
Come take a look at this world that I rule
Yeah

Uh Yeah
'Nother late night
Hours go by but it's the same time
Still the same life
Still the fake smile
Still the heavy heart
Still the blank eyes
It's lonely when the walls will only listen
Colder when it's solely your own mission
Know my focus slowly growing distant
That's how it go
She already saying that she done for the night
Nothing suffice
Walk on a tightrope I stumble I die
Crumbling pride as I'm wondering why that ain't nothing go right if I struggle and try
Wonder if I'm even made for this shit
Checking my streams like they changing and shit
Whole life never no taste of success
But I know why
I ain't never believed in myself
Am I even myself?
Fighting demons myself
Tryna be someone else like it'd free me from hell
Other's opinions really seep through my shell
I can't think for myself
From the clothes that I rock
To personas I cop
Even notes that I jot
Are just flows that I thought
That the people would want
Thinkin women would lust
And yet here I am stuck, no one giving a fuck
About nothing I'm doing
Lost touch with my music
I'm stumped and confused
Cause it's when I feel happiest
I start to lose all the hunger and drive
Who the fuck am I?
I don't know what's right
But I know something's wrong bout these thoughts in my head
Wake up to feel like I'm better off dead
Too far to go but my tank been on red
I'm exhausted, so lost
I don't know who I am

I've got too many fears
Eating at my conscious
Too many tears
Deep inside their bottle
I'm stuck inside this
Loop and I can't
Find no way to break out

I've got too many fears
Eating at my conscious
Too many tears
Deep inside their bottle
I'm stuck inside this
Loop and I can't
Find no way to break out

I've got too many fears
Eating at my conscious
Too many tears
Deep inside their bottle
I'm stuck inside this
Loop and I can't
Find no way to break out

I've got too many fears
Eating at my conscious
Too many tears
Deep inside their bottle
I'm stuck inside this
Loop and I can't
Find no way to break out